Someone tell me I deserve better than the crap I’ve been put through in this relationship… I deserve someone that will support me in being a firefighter, someone that doesn’t make me question their loyalty at every turn, someone who wants to be with me and will never question it. Who won’t think about breaking up when times get tough and I’m out of county on fires for a month. There has to be men out there that will happily wait for me while I’m away fighting fires. There has to be.
My heart swings back and forth between the need for routine and the urge to run.(note to self)
Fall in love with someone who wants you, who waits for you. who understands you even in the madness; someone who helps you, and guides you, someone who is your support, your hope. fall in love with someone who talks with you after a fight. Fall in love with someone who misses you and wants to be with you. Do not fall in love only with a body or with a face; or with the idea of being in loveme when i over think things (via stay-impure)
It’s 230am - just arrived at our hotel. Up at 5:15 for chow then off to the fire line! 🔥 third night in a row with less than 4 hours of sleep. Bring on tomorrow!!
i want a relationship but i want them to be like a friend to me, i dont want the relationship to be all about kissing, making out and sex i just wanna hang out with them, and go places, and just have fun wherever we go
This post is surreal because that is exactly how a healthy relationship should be yet we’re convinced this is a weird and unusual thing to ask of our partners.